少年维特之烦恼(英文版)-第15章

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in　me　on　one　occasion　，　when　I　had　to　transact　some　business　with　him。
He　perceived，　at　the　first　word，　that　we　understood　each　other，　and
that　he　could　converse　with　me　in　a　different　tone　from　what　he　used　with
others。　I　cannot　sufficiently　esteem　his　frank　and　open　kindness　to　me。
It　is　the　greatest　and　most　genuine　of　pleasures　to　observe　a　great　mind
in　sympathy　with　our　own。

　　DECEMBER　24。　As　I　anticipated　，　the　ambassador　occasions　me　infinite
annoyance。　He　is　the　most　punctilious　blockhead　under　heaven。　He　does
everything　step　by　step　，　with　the　trifling　minuteness　of　an　old　woman
；　and　he　is　a　man　whom　it　is　impossible　to　please，　because　he　is　never
pleased　with　himself。　I　like　to　do　business　regularly　and　cheerfully，
and　，　when　it　is　finished，　to　leave　it。　But　he　constantly　returns　my
papers　to　me，　saying　，　〃They　will　do，〃　but　remending　me　to　look
over　them　again　，　as　〃one　may　always　improve　by　using　a　better　word　or
a　more　appropriate　particle。〃　I　then　lose　all　patience，　and　wish　myself
at　the　devil's。　Not　a　conjunction　，　not　an　adverb，　must　be　omitted：
he　has　a　deadly　antipathy　to　all　those　transpositions　of　which　I　am　so
fond；　and，　if　the　music　of　our　periods　is　not　tuned　to　the　established，
official　key，　he　cannot　prehend　our　meaning。　It　is　deplorable　to　be
connected　with　such　a　fellow。

　　My　acquaintance　with　the　Count　C——　is　the　only　pensation　for
such　an　evil。　He　told　me　frankly，　the　other　day，　that　he　was　much　displeased
with　the　difficulties　and　delays　of　the　ambassador；　that　people　like
him　are　obstacles　，　both　to　themselves　and　to　others。　〃But　，〃　added
he，　〃one　must　submit　，　like　a　traveller　who　has　to　ascend　a　mountain
：　if　the　mountain　was　not　there，　the　road　would　be　both　shorter　and
pleasanter；　but　there　it　is，　and　he　must　get　over　it。〃　The　old　man　perceives
the　count's　partiality　for　me　：　this　annoys　him，　and，　he　seizes　every
opportunity　to　depreciate　the　count　in　my　hearing。　I　naturally　defend
him　，　and　that　only　makes　matters　worse。　Yesterday　he　made　me　indignant，
for　he　also　alluded　to　me。　〃The　count　，〃　he　said　，　〃is　a　man　of　the
world　，　and　a　good　man　of　business　：　his　style　is　good，　and　he　writes
with　facility　；　but，　like　other　geniuses，　he　has　no　solid　learning。〃
He　looked　at　me　with　an　expression　that　seemed　to　ask　if　I　felt　the　blow。
But　it　did　not　produce　the　desired　effect　：　I　despise　a　man　who　can　think
and　act　in　such　a　manner。　However　，　I　made　a　stand　，　and　answered　with
not　a　little　warmth。　The　count，　I　said　，　was　a　man　entitled　to　respect，
alike　for　his　character　and　his　acquirements。　I　had　never　met　a　person
whose　mind　was　stored　with　more　useful　and　extensive　knowledge，——　who
had　，　in　fact，　mastered　such　an　infinite　variety　of　subjects，　and　who
yet　retained　all　his　activity　for　the　details　of　ordinary　business。　This
was　altogether　beyond　his　prehension　；　and　I　took　my　leave，　lest
my　anger　should　be　too　highly　excited　by　some　new　absurdity　of　his。

　　And　you　are　to　blame　for　all　this　，　you　who　persuaded　me　to　bend
my　neck　to　this　yoke　by　preaching　a　life　of　activity　to　me。　If　the　man
who　plants　vegetables　，　and　carries　his　corn　to　town　on　market…days，
is　not　more　usefully　employed　than　I　am　，　then　let　me　work　ten　years
longer　at　the　galleys　to　which　I　am　now　chained。

　　Oh，　the　brilliant　wretchedness　，　the　weariness，　that　one　is　doomed
to　witness　among　the　silly　people　whom　we　meet　in　society　here！　The　ambition
of　rank　！　How　they　watch　，　how　they　toil，　to　gain　precedence　！　What
poor　and　contemptible　passions　are　displayed　in　their　utter　nakedness　！
We　have　a　woman　here，　for　example，　who　never　ceases　to　entertain　the
pany　with　accounts　of　her　family　and　her　estates。　Any　stranger　would
consider　her　a　silly　being，　whose　head　was　turned　by　her　pretensions
to　rank　and　property；　but　she　is　in　reality　even　more　ridiculous　，　the
daughter　of　a　mere　magistrate's　clerk　from　this　neighbourhood。　I　cannot
understand　how　human　beings　can　so　debase　themselves。

　　Every　day　I　observe　more　and　more　the　folly　of　judging　of　others　by
ourselves　；　and　I　have　so　much　trouble　with　myseif　，　and　my　own　heart
is　in　such　constant　agitation　，　that　I　am　well　content　to　let　others
pursue　their　own　course　，　if　they　only　allow　me　the　same　privilege。

　　What　provokes　me　most　is　the　unhappy　extent　to　which　distinctions
of　rank　are　carried。　I　know　perfectly　well　how　necessary　are　inequalities
of　condition，　and　I　am　sensible　of　the　advantages　I　myself　derive　therefrom
；　but　I　would　not　have　these　institutions　prove　a　barrier　to　the　small
chance　of　happiness　which　I　may　enjoy　on　this　earth。

　　I　have　lately　bee　acquainted　with　a　Miss　B　——，　a　very　agreeable
girl，　who　has　retained　her　natural　manners　in　the　midst　of　artificial
life。　Our　first　conversation　pleased　us　both　equally；　and，　at　taking
leave　，　I　requested　permission　to　visit　her。　She　consented　in　so　obliging
a　manner，　that　I　waited　with　impatience　for　the　arrival　of　the　happy
moment。　She　is　not　a　native　of　this　place　，　but　resides　here　with　her
aunt。　The　countenance　of　the　old　lady　is　not　prepossessing。　I　paid　her
much　attention，　addressing　the　greater　part　of　my　conversation　to　her
；　and，　in　less　than　half　an　hour，　I　discovered　what　her　niece　subsequently
acknowledged　to　me，　that　her　aged　aunt　，　having　but　a　small　fortune　，
and　a　still　smaller　share　of　understanding，　enjoys　no　satisfaction　except
in　the　pedigree　of　her　ancestors，　no　protection　save　in　her　noble　birth，
and　no　enjoyment　but　in　looking　from　her　castle　over　the　heads　of　the
humble　citizens。　She　was，　no　doubt　，　handsome　in　her　youth，　and　in
her　early　years　probably　trifled　away　her　time　in　rendering　many　a　poor
youth　the　sport　of　her　caprice：　in　her　riper　years　she　has　submitted
to　the　yoke　of　a　veteran　officer，　who，　in　return　for　her　person　and
her　small　independence，　has　spent　with　her　what　we　may　designate　her
age　of　brass。　He　is　dead；　and　she　is　now　a　widow　，　and　deserted。　She
spends　her　iron　age　alone　，　and　would　not　be　approached，　except　for
the　loveliness　of　her　niece。

　　JANUARY　8　，　1772。　What　beings　are　men，　whose　whole　thoughts　are
occupied　with　form　and　ceremony　，　who　for　years　together　devote　their
mental　and　physical　exertions　to　the　task　of　advancing　themselves　but
one　step，　and　endeavouring　to　occupy　a　higher　place　at　the　table。　Not
that　such　persons　would　otherwise　want　employment　：　on　the　contrary，
they　give　themselves　much　trouble　by　neglecting　important　business　for
such　petty　trifles。　Last　week　a　question　of　precedence　arose　at　a　sledging…party，
and　all　our　amusement　was　spoiled。

　　The　silly　creatures　cannot　see　that　it　is　not　place　which　constitutes
real　greatness，　since　the　man　who　occupies　the　first　place　but　seldom
plays　the　principal　part。　How　many　kings　are　governed　by　their　ministers
——　how　many　ministers　by　their　secretaries？　Who，　in　such　cases，　is
really　the　chief？　He　，　as　it　seems　to　me，　who　can　see　through　the　others，
and　possesses　strength　or　skill　enough　to　make　their　power　or　passions
subservient　to　the　execution　of　his　own　designs。

　　JANUARY　20。　I　must　write　to　you　from　this　place　，　my　dear　Charlotte，
from　a　small　room　in　a　country　inn，　where　I　have　taken　shelter　from　a
severe　storm。　During　my　whole　residence　in　that　wretched　place　D——，
where　I　lived　amongst　strangers　，——　strangers，　indeed　，　to　this　heart，
——　I　never　at　any　time　felt　the　smallest　inclination　to　correspond　with
you　；　but　in　this　cottage，　in　this　retirement　，　in　this　solitude　，
with　the　snow　and　hail　beating　against　my　lattice…pane，　you　are　my　first
thought。　The　instant　I　entered，　your　figure　rose　up　before　me，　and　the
remembrance　！　O　my　Charlotte　，　the　sacred　，　tender　remembrance　！　Gracious
Heaven！　restore　to　me　the　happy　moment　of　our　first　acquaintance。

　　Could　you　but　see　me，　my　dear　Charlotte，　in　the　whirl　of　dissipation，
——　how　my　senses　are　dried　up　，　but　my　heart　is　at　no　time　full。　I
enjoy　no　single　moment　of　happiness　：　all　is　vain——　nothing　touches
me。　I　stand　，　as　it　were　，　before　t